Baby don't stop
It's okay cause I'm down for you

today has been a LONG day.
amazed that im still awake after being through a turmoil.
haha strong word.

went to school (dragged myself up) for physics cos ms huang weiting told me she was going and persuaded me to go. so there i was, and she never turned up -scowls- how typical. but anyway studied like 1.5 chapters v e r y slowly cos school wasnt ideal for concentration for me. and also, the company i had there was too god damn fun. hahaha. ended up yakking away and laughing hysterically. out of like, nothingness. haha. spastic la.

we all wanted to go back so left at lunch time..changed and was like, 2hours early (thanks to the bright idea i got to avoid the rain..HAH.), happily waiting at kovan. got kinda ditzy and depressed, think yins was right, the rain DOES get to you. was sitting there and feeling the rain platter all over me forming dark orange spots against my top (which is orange la obviously. hope i didnt make it sound like the rain was orange. okay crap. anyway) and stomach was grumbling (had to survive on ricola strawberry pearls) like a volcano inside. so anyway, THE TRAUMA arrives. walked about and (after wasting 2 freaking bucks on a 20cents call cos my freaking phone chose this time to die on me and i only has 2 one dollar coins with me) ended up at another bus stop, was trying to stop being silly and all depressed when out of the blue this metrosexual/gay stands next to where i was sitting. and its like, human nature to turn around and absentmindedly inspect the surroundings (and also check out people haha) when i noticed something wasnt quite right..and i turned around and looked again..guess what. that freak decided he wasnt going to zip his jeans and also that he wasnt going to wear any underwear. no boxers, no briefs. so you know what i saw. a protruding hairy dick. like oh fuck! immediately spunned my neck back. was shell shocked for a minute or two and just stoned there. then there was this um mentally unstable malay dude who started parading around and talking and laughing to himself right in front of me. and then pointing at god knows what and freaking me out cos its like, the seventh month and naturally, as a chinese, im superstitious. so while being caught up with the drama the malay man was creating, the metrosexual/gay freak slipped off to freak some other poor girl out. from the corner of my eye (and also i had to twist my head a teeny bit), i realised he was standing next to another innocent chap. poor girl. dont know what happened to her cos stj finally arrived.

yup anyway, ate at swensons!! had the salmon and mushroom baked rice and fries and chocolate malt ice cream. super duper yummylicious :D were both super bloated. and there was this mud next to us wearing eye liner. for god's sake. it was like THIS thick. but he's cute though. haha and his girlfriend is really strange for she dons a tudong but her dressing is like, strictly GOTHIC. black nails, black nose ring and everything. and i dont think i heard her laugh once. or even crack a smile. or even speak. while her boyfriend tried to strike some casual conversation she just silently ate and occasionally picked up her phone (attached with skeletons and god knows what else) when this really strange doagjihiofSPW ringtone sounds. while he laughed at his own words. yea. okay think i was being overly observant.

haha anyway watched friends at her place..its so freaking depressing now that its all coming to an end. oh well. it reminds me of nanapok and ree. cos we always watch them at nana's house, spending our afternoons tanning and then laughing at the tv screen at the sofa with our lunch. typical. and now it seems like nana has done some disappearing act. i havent like, talked to her since..ages ago. so odd, this feeling of nana not being here.

okay ignore me. its just the stress.

my vocab is so limited. all i say is the word freaking.
but its just a freaking long day with brow raising encounters
so only the word freaking can fit in.
-nods.

and can you believe
after my traumatic day
a few minutes ago i was still flipping through the shou ce and trying to cram the words in my head?
my life is like ojastihloaqdsgs.
i dont even know what to say.
just cant wait for the prelims to be over.
oh my. and instead of asking for o's to be over, im just asking for prelims to be over.
this is so uncanny.

but yea. 62, oh. no, 64 days now.
-grins.